I’m pretty sure nobody reads this, but I really want just say what’s on my mind. After years of holding in my feelings, I’ve finally told this person how I felt. I’ll spare you the details, but I will say that I do feel emptiness in myself, but it’s an emptiness that is waiting to be filled with the love and caring of somebody who does truly love and inspire me. I hope that this person finds me…or I find that person.
I love her because I love the way she makes me feel when I’m with her.
I love her because she’s been an inspiration with my art.
I love her because she has inspired me to be a better person and push my limits.
I will let her know these things and move on.
It’s official.
Hell yes it’s official.
Haruna is cute. Yup. Kawaii as one would say in Japanese.
More days till awesome.
Getting away from work first an foremost. Sure I’m taking a hit financially. A really really big hit. Peace of mind is worth it. Life is short so why not make the best of it. I think a life that is lived is much more important than a life that is lived for the sole purpose of making money. I’m not going to lie, I would definitely like to have more money but the stories and adventures I will have. Yup.
It looks pretty.
pI’ll keep on standing./p
p…and I would run 5000 more. Honestly, I really started this whole running thing because of a girl. All the running helps clear the mind. On the 9th mile I’m usually just wanting to get home. Today I hit 20 miles. You can say I had a lot on my mind. It’s something bigger than one person. I will thank her one day. For now, dream big and accomplish even bigger./p
10 minutes to the new year and I’m in my jammies. Honestly, I thought it was going to be good.